Life has been miserable and full of agony......Weather is cold, well, assuming that the cold chilly is -11c out there, and a room without any heating system and just two thin glasses in between, that would make a room like maybe -1c for room temperature and it's -34c in moscow!!.....i always wonder how the local people live on this condition if there aren't any heater indoor, well, yea i do have a heater, a fannny type....hmm, it doesn't really enough, it becomes really chilly when it's around 4 or 5 in the morning, and i'll just wake up, and can't get back to sleep anymore....anyway, it doesn't really matter, my biological clock just altered due to the recent stressful exam mircobiology......argh.....i sleep at 11am and wake up at 7 or 8pm, and stay awake till the next day.....how wonderful is that huh?!? Yap, indeed, i just finished the exam, and struggling to switch back my biological clock back to normal.....i've done so much efforts on it......i had so much yesterday in attempt to decrease my blood suppply in the gastro intestinal tract to my brain, and it helped me a bit, i slept a bit earlier, hmmm, 4am i think, without any internet connection, and only a cold TV set in front of me....and of course with bunch of soft toys around me....and only my best imaginary friends talk to me.........class gonna reopen this coming monday, some friends went back to Malaysia, some went to travel, Eygpt....and i feel kinda stupid sitting in front of this turtle responing pc in this underground cyber cafe, i should have gone to somewhere, well maybe at least a nearby city or what!!! gosh.....my goldmine is running low, i can't do anything about it, the card is depleted!!! and i can't travel around with a financial assurance with me! :P what to do........ok, time to go, i don't know what else can i type here, bunch of craps, bet that nobody would notice about this blog.....:P!