gosh, i cannot stand it when i looked at the mirror...i am so fat....i am 72kg.....big head, going to bald soon....tiny legs...i looked like an ant just like what others saying...and i am pathetic of asking people to give me birthday present...and i would love to receive those of course, hehe, and ummm, what else, alright, i've changed my regular sleeping time table, which is, i do not watch that much of movies but i rather spend a little more time to sleep instead, and decreasing consumption of carbohydrates and sugar constantly and not to paranoid by the fact that my BMI index at the under weight parameter, and in fact, yap, i am underweight recently...and ummmm...yap, i go to toilet like 2 times at least for the big one nowadays, and i do not eat that much anymore, and i eat like crazy sometimes when i feel hungry....ummm, bad appetite.....counting nutrition facts of everything i eat, and how much calories i could burn if i gonna do 100 of situp everyday, of alternative days, not in one shot, but separately to reach the target, and ummmm....i found that i got really moody when i am not eating in the morning, and i get emotional fluctuation easily, and starving is a part of slimming programme which i set up earlier this month coz i really have that big tummy when i'm taking the pictures, and it's sad that the background is almost perfect, but the object isn't look too good to fit with it, so...ummmm....staying fit is really important to me right now, and i am 25....i do not want to get into any heart diseases or artherosclerosis when i reached 30s....ummmmmm...alright, that's it for today, i gotta rush all my drugs name and prescriptions.....:P