•10/23/2007 08:37:00 PM
I want to go back!!!!! :(
真得很累。。。。。just back from table tennis match.....won a medal, gold one......and a Nike cap, a lot of gases mineral water, and a cake for all of us.....
很烦。。。。。越来越老。。头发越掉越多。。我要秃头了。。。越来越肥。。。。吃了差不多两个星期的水果，皮肤好像有好转，不过天气就变化无常。。。冷的时候，冷到要死，热的时候就热死人，蚊子先生每天来找我，还我每晚都没有好好的睡，搞到我现在像死人一样。。照片里的笑容都是假的啦。。。很烦。。。。人际关系很复杂。。很不想管，可是就是不得不管。。要做好人，要做坏人，要带着面具做人。。。。以后在医院做工，环境将会更加复杂。。。哎呀。。。。闲。。。。。
都是钱在作祟。。有些人为了钱，什么都会做得出。。。。我不可以说我不满足，我要的，都有了，是看要不要更多，更好的。。。可是到最后也不是只有一个壳，里面都是空空的。。。是空虚吧。。。。为什么要说骗话，是为了将来的日子比较好过，还是为了大家的着想？我不想管，不过影响到我的时候，我没有办法不说出来，说出来，会带给大家不好听的话，不说的话，自己又不甘心。。。十万个为什么。。。委屈？不至于。。。而是好像会被人欺负的感觉，好像自己很没有用。。。要我不在乎，可以，真的可以，不要在我的生活做绊脚石，让我跌到，又跌不死，不要在我的圈子里徘徊碍眼
所以呢，我还是笑着活下去算了，自己找东西玩，自己跟自己玩，有空不是出来喝喝茶咯，不要管那么多，烦也是这样，也是要活下去，随机应变，不时会更好吗。。。。省起来那些时间去做一些自己想要做的事情。。。我有我的新的电脑，我有我的新嗜好，你不管我，我也不会多说话，只要你做好你自己的本份，我十万个磕头给你当谢谢，我也好让你有面子下台，我已经退一步了，你要我死，我也是死过一次了，不要再让我头痛，心疼，不要让我交下一个新朋友有戒心，不要让我对周边得人心谈。。。。。
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deep, cant fully catch what u trying to said but slightly understand some. Now u feel that the network of human is very complecated and when go to work it will become worst. Hmm... that i strongly agree but i tough that Uni student more xing fu :P, dont need worry $$, job load, meeting ... Hehe, now i every day meeting also need to focus and concentrade, cos any time u'll kena shot, no matter u keep silent all the time. Some of them is want to show of or prove their "nen li" so they tembak u, some is want to protect them self, especially got big boss inside the meeting. Yesterday got a shit indian guy, he is QC manager, when in the discussion i typping the wrong word, he peli me in the discussion,he said: "aiyo how come ur english so bad and week? how come u r here ?" haha, chuun ! nvm, i still got time to improve my english, and my technical is stronger then him, the other day, i'll step on his head. Now the new company enviroment mostly i xi guan liao :) so next time when u come out working also like that, so what can we do ? Find some meaningfull things to do lo ... improve and let ur life colorfull... Ok lah ! wanna go back liao, dont 1 see all the si lang bin face ! hehe ta !
relax jing... like what ur bro teach u.... me also not happy